Barely coping. My friends are helping me as much as possible, but it hurts bad. I want answers, but I'll wait til Friday to get the to allow me to cool off. My parents dont know since they are on vacation in Hawai'i at the moment, and I want them to enjoy their vacation. I'm trying to figure out what to do with my life again besides college since I scrapped all my old plans in favor of making sure she and potential kid were safe and healthy. Part of me hopes we can get back together, but I doubt I can trust her again. She knew about a week ago, I found out yesterday. Anytime anything happened I was last to find out, and that was after her friends goaded her into telling me. I tend to not trust easily once trust is broken, and I consider this a major break of trust since it kinda broadsided me
All I know is that time will tell. I haven't lost my faith, but there are times I seriously want to know what God's plans for are me to put me through this whole ordeal
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September 09, 2010, 06:58:17 AM
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